Distant from my people..yet happy as I am in good proximity with them... love u amma... I didn't realize the affection and love that we have for each other when we were living under the same roof .. Damn its true that distance makes people realize the value of family and most importantly, you, my mother who was willing to go through eight miscarriages to bring me into this world...
I swear that I ll never let you down.... You gave me life and you are reason for me to live. I cant even entertain the thought of watching you leave before me. I love you with all my heart. I know I yell at you sometimes but you frustrate me because somehow after I came to the states, we reversed the roles of mother and a daughter and you are a daughter to me now. I yell you because you do stupid things but more importantly I yell at you, because you are my mother who transitioned into my daughter. I love you so so so much and never ever get sick again. I cant watch you going through pain.